przed: (bad day)
przed ([personal profile] przed) wrote2004-04-03 11:04 pm

Wherefore Fan Fic?

So, I'm taking in the local SF convention, Ad Astra, with [livejournal.com profile] sooguy, my partner's cousin and my sometime con-going buddy. I'm venting about the fact that the blurb for the panel on Fan Fiction ends with the line: "Is this phenomenon sad or enterprising?" Said con-going buddy admits that he finds the endeavour of fan fiction on the "sad" end of the spectrum, and further that he doesn't understand a) why anyone would write stories using characters that one does not own, and thus that you can't seek to publish professionally b) why people bother writing if they are not in fact seeking to publish professionally. And this from a person who knows that I have for years been involved in writing rather a lot of fan fiction.

Leaving aside the notion that, whether intentionally or accidentally, I had just been insulted, it has left me thinking, yet again, about just who gets to decide what constitutes valid writing.

It goes beyond what is "good writing," if one can even begin to define what that is. Some of the finest prose I've encountered has been in fandom, while I've run into atrocious writing between the covers of professionally published books. (The reverse is, of course also true; we've all run into our fair share of truly dire fanfic.) I can't help but think that at least part of it comes down to a matter of gender. The overwhelming number of fanfic writers are female, therefore it must be a trivial pursuit.

Interestingly, the friend whose comments sparked this also admitted that he found, for example, Holmes pastiches in professional books a perfectly acceptable form of expression and not at all sad. Interestingly, Holmes fandom (and it is a fandom) has always had a high percentage of men.

I think when it comes right down to it, I'm just depressed and irritated that I've had to defend a pursuit that I consider a rather important part of my life to someone who I consider a friend.

[identity profile] sooguy.livejournal.com 2004-04-03 08:34 pm (UTC)(link)
What can I say - I'm sorry.

I wasn't very articulate today trying to explain what it was about fan fiction that bothers me. I won't try to rehash any of it here.

I wasn't trying to invalidate your writing experience. I see your passion for it every time you talk about it. I respect that.

I've just had bad experience with every other fan-fic writer I have met and one very particular person in particular. I wasn't trying to paint everyone with the same brush even though that's how it came off sounding.

Enjoy your panel tomorrow, I am going to stay clear of it. I don't want to sour you on what you enjoy anymore than I already have.

[identity profile] przed.livejournal.com 2004-04-04 06:20 am (UTC)(link)
I wouldn't have had any problem if, like Don, you'd said that it isn't your thing and left it at that. But to actually call it "sad" was a tangible reminder of why most of us stay in the fan fiction closet rather than spend energy defending the form as "real" writing.

Mostl, I think it's a topic we both need to simply avoid discussing in the future.